Merajuk dengan dunia

Long time no blogging and suddenly i came out with this emotional post.

Merajuk dengan dunia.
thank you for giving me another hard time.
another hurdle to run through
another uncertainties

But,
nothing i could do
Because i am just the actor
on this big stage called dunia.....

i know,
the Almighty Director has something for me
maybe not in this scene

task: write something in 5 minutes.....

i'm so in updating mood right now. i seems to update everything but not my GF as she had warned me earlier. :)

* 31 working days left to finish my internship. I'm going to do victory lap around my office when the day, 31 May 2010 finally arrived.

* it is good actually to do internship in the firm that will squeeze every drop of your blood because you will have something to do to kill that long 8 hours working period. there's one week when i was left with no job and seriously it was so tiring to wait till the clock reach 6 pm.

* owh crap! stop talking about work. Am i start to enjoying it? No!!

* for the last 4 months, every weekend was a blast! I've met two awesome persons that i will never leave behind in any conditions.

* tomorrow is saturday and another awesome weekend will starts.

* dh lama x share quote. marilah kita kongsi bersama-sama....


"when nothing goes right.. go left... "=))



"shoot for the moon. Even if you miss. you'll land among the stars."


"never give up on something you can't go a day wihout thinking about"

path to her heart......

The Other Guy

It is always a boy’s dream to become a striker instead of just being a defender or playing the lead guitar instead of just plucking the bass. It is nice to be the main character. The one person that will get the attention, the spotlight and the girls’ scream. Just like others, I also want to be a hero until I finally met this one girl.

I may not fit her criteria. In fact what I am having are all against what she wants in a boy. That makes me the other guy in her life. I believe no girl in this world would turn to the other guy like me when she has her perfect guy just in front of her eyes. Why should her turn to me when she can get the guy of her dream that suit all the criteria? This is the question that will continue to puzzle me.

I don’t want to know the answer. I just want to be thankful because she brought the feelings that I have never felt before. She give me the reason to wake up every morning. She jst give me the reason to smile, to go through everyday knowing that I will meet her at the end of the week and she just make me keep going.

I do hope, after this I’m no longer the other guy in her heart. I want to be the only character, the striker, the lead guitarist and I want to be the king of her heart. I promise to govern her heart with love and sincerity.

“the other guy means you are different from others and you know you own that special place”

hello world

what up?? atlast i'm able to sing in into this blog.

Many things has changed since the last time i updated this blog. So many till i can't summarize it in one post. I might need a one week holiday just to update this blog so it will reflects all the events happended in my life for the last few months. Owh. no w i tend to use many accounting terms.

I'm no longer the same person as i was 3 months ago.

i think differently now.

i seems to have ambitions/target.

i will continue writing tonight. if i not fall asleep........

All U Do Is Thick

it may be too early to jump into a conclusion but based on my 13 days working experience as an auditor i will certainly not to choose this career as mine. I'm just doing simple stuff for the past 3 weeks but it's already drove me crazy. Reached home at 8 almost everyday, dealing with very details things... that is not so me.
i don't even handling the calculation part where i need to tally the figure but yet i found what i was doing was hard. i just patiently wait till the time comes when i have to do all those calculation and then realize that my brain is slowly melting, flowing down through my ears because i could not handle the job and the pressure. i'm not the person who easily crack when being under pressure but the work's nature doesn't suit me.
at this very moment, the 6 months of internship seems like so impossible to be reached. I'm counting every single day left. owh, how i miss being in class, sleep when i feel like to or just ponteng klau malas.

sAya BAru INgat!!!!!!!!1
SaYa adA bLog rUpayA..... =))))

quote

"sometimes you have to stand up when standing is not easy"

from street fighter: the legend of Chun Li